How I Blog

I just want to throw this out there.

Everything on this blog is in CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER. However, I sometimes write 2-3 blogs in a day. So that would be a weeks worth of material. That means that everything is off set from the original day.

The reason I do this is because I want to protect me, and my family. Therefore I write my blogs and schedule them to post a few days after the other one. At the moment that I'm writing this I have about 43 blog posts scheduled to post.

I've heard stories of people stalking based on a blog. I don't want someone to figure out who I am, and hurt me, or my kids. I think if you read through you will know we have been through enough these last few months. I don't need one more burden. However- I do need a space to vent.

A friend of mine who haws kids about the same age as mine encouraged me to blog about my experiences because mentally I was crumbling in the weight of keeping things secret. I'm sure my lawyers would bitch slap me if they knew I had this. However its a public chronicle of the challenges that my injury has caused myself and my family. They can read how this has effected me, my children, my family. They can also read about the extra help I have received and the extra expenses that I have incurred because of this injury.

I don't understand why anyone would want to fake this kind of pain. For a long time I thought it was all in my head- next week I will be better. Next week it will heal. However its not happening and I need an outlet and to talk to those who will understand.